durrppp.

soo i havent had much of anything exciting going down lately

BUT NOW I DO!

i'm hopefully getting a fulltime job at forever 21 soon!

which will be SICKKK

and this weekend = so epic.

tomorrow is hot flashes

just stoppin by

cause saturday is hess with kerri and ness

which leads up to SCENE fest sunday

which will be SO SWEET

motel with kerri ness katie sinead and myself

= drunken mess / epic motel party with hot dudes

and a day of drinking and amazing bands.

ummm sounds good to me!

ITS ALMOST JULY!

which means its ALMOST my bday

which means i better start planning SOON

omggggg

im gonna be 20.

so weird.

i still feel 14.

xokellyb!

get get down.

last night ruled.

wrongbar for fakeblood.

soo much vodka+beer+jager.

didn't even die!

ness did, but kerri saved her.

we left early

and me and kerri made more drinks when we got home

then went naked cold hot tubbing + neil

too funny.

so cold.

SO gross this morning, wanted to die.

but still so good.

and now i cant get this song out of my head.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2inz_MAogzM

AH.

scenefest in 6 days.

yay yay yay

xokellyb!

lovin life.

^babe.

so last night was kerri's 19th bday!

it was fun, chillin night.

drinks at her place then off to the dickens, which is always an adventure.

i had to wake up early today (so hungover)

for an interview for Forever21!

SOOO STOKED.

i hope i got the job, so bad.

full time = MONEYY!

and i can always re-locate to toronto too, if i EVER move, ugh.

today i spent with kerri doing random stuff

so tierd tonight

working 11-6 tomorrow then off to wrongbar

for an epic fail drunken night

i'm off to go watch more episodes of True Blood now

SUCH an addicting show.

cant wait for tomorrow night

and scene fest

especially.

ahhhh

i'm so nervous.

xokellyb!

epic brain cell loss.

^ amazing album, actually, unreal album.

anyways

can't wait for this weekend!!

thursday is kerri's bdayyy!

and then wrongbar saturday

which will be, SUCH a sloppy night

omg.

but soooo good.

sunday night is either dillinger or MMVA after party

or both

who knows

i really just want it to be the weekend of the 26th though

hot flashes and SCENE FEST

probably wont go to hot flashes though..

considering i work one day this week

SCENE fest is wayy more important.

i have a feeling July is going to be an amazing month.

can't wait for ACTUAL summer to begin!

xokellyb!

dirtbag summer : commence.

oh its official!
dirtbag summer has begun.
it shall consist of the following:
cut off jean shorts.
over sized plaid shirts.
over sized tanks (with big-ass armpit holes).
mocs.
keds ( in every colour possible )
flip flops.
bikinis'.
wayfrayers.
a FUCK LOAD of tattoos.
a rad tan.
bleached hair.
tonnes of beer and cigs.
amazing hangouts.
intense partying.
tonnes of toronto trips.
beach.
swimming.
amusement parks/water parks.
movies.
late nights.
cute dates.
cuddling.
kissing.
sex, of course.
shows.
djs.
dancing.
singing.
clothing.
naps/sleeping.
yogging.
booster juice.
eating healthier.
and just a BIG OL' BALL OF DIRTBAG SUMMA!
(most of the things listed above aren't dirtbag, but they go along with it. so chill.)
get stoked.

xokellyb!

agenda for june:

let's fucking get summer started already!

june should be INSANE.

starting with this weekend.

lauras bday.

D&D show in st kitts.

then kerri's bday weekend extravaganza.

dillinger and number 12.

hot flashes.

and SCENE fest.

oh dear lord.

get me rich FAST.

but like, what ever happened to sweet hangs and parties on weeknights?

last summer was epic

and this summer should be the same if not better!

so what's the hold up?

just got home from Nikki's house

it reminded me of last summer so much

ahhhhhhh

come on good weather, good friends, and good times!

xokellyb!

good day. good day.

^^ new anchor tattoo!

got it randomly today with kerri

i was supposed to go to toronto to hang with jesse

but i decided to get a rad tattoo instead

wayyyy better choice

(Y)

hung with slick, lemetal and kerreh for a whileee

cruised around

nice weather

sweet tunes

texting a cute boyyy <3

( whom i can't WAIT to see, in like 3 weeks! :) )

katies bbq/party is tomorrow

kind of bummed me and kerri both work

so we miss the bbq part

and we both work saturday morning

so not a lot of drinking for us!

UGH OF COURSE!

but yeah i work fri, sat AND sun, plus whatever the hell shifts i work next week

good thing though

cause im too poor to party anyways

hopefully next paycheck will be nice and big :)

so i can buy the sandles i want from UP

xokellyb!

xo.

It's two O'Clock and I was sleeping, but I'm not feeling great. I took some pills to help my thinking, but now I'm thinking worse. Well I was hoping that I could see you; if that's not too absurd. Am I in love? or am I dreaming? 'Cause I'm not sensibly just taken by your words; for once I found a cure. I'm sick of staying up late, because you're not here, and I'm not there. No, I'm not afraid to watch you change me, I'm not afraid to watch you change me anymore. You need to know what you're into; I'll tell you I'm a god damn piece of work. So I'll just sit here until you enter my arms - 'Cause that's the simpleness of where I lay my head. I'm a wreck when I'm alone, I'm the boy who lost his home and I'm sensibly just taken by your words; for once I found a cure. I'm sick of staying up late, 'cause you're not here, and I'm not there. No, I'm not afraid to watch you change me. I'm not afraid to watch you change me anymore. I took the key bridge north to your parent's house again. I saw my share of lights from the sky outside the city. I brought you things I loved just to show you that I cared. I found a place to lay inside of the warmth. That's the way that I spent these last few days of writing all these songs. I swear to god that I love you, 'cause I can't explain it.

xokellyb!