i hate blogger

and probably wont use it ever again

besides to plan my bday week

because i keep forgetting whats going on!

august 5th = steve aoki @ rokbar

august 6 = crookers @ koolhaus AND deadanddivine @ L3

August 7th = knights inn party? ( may ditch crookers and go to d&d and make it that night)

august 8th + 9th = party at dads/wrongbar/whatever sweet is happening

august 10th = PTW!

oh man, its gonna be a rough week,

durrppp.

soo i havent had much of anything exciting going down lately

BUT NOW I DO!

i'm hopefully getting a fulltime job at forever 21 soon!

which will be SICKKK

and this weekend = so epic.

tomorrow is hot flashes

just stoppin by

cause saturday is hess with kerri and ness

which leads up to SCENE fest sunday

which will be SO SWEET

motel with kerri ness katie sinead and myself

= drunken mess / epic motel party with hot dudes

and a day of drinking and amazing bands.

ummm sounds good to me!

ITS ALMOST JULY!

which means its ALMOST my bday

which means i better start planning SOON

omggggg

im gonna be 20.

so weird.

i still feel 14.

xokellyb!

get get down.

last night ruled.

wrongbar for fakeblood.

soo much vodka+beer+jager.

didn't even die!

ness did, but kerri saved her.

we left early

and me and kerri made more drinks when we got home

then went naked cold hot tubbing + neil

too funny.

so cold.

SO gross this morning, wanted to die.

but still so good.

and now i cant get this song out of my head.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2inz_MAogzM

AH.

scenefest in 6 days.

yay yay yay

xokellyb!

lovin life.

^babe.

so last night was kerri's 19th bday!

it was fun, chillin night.

drinks at her place then off to the dickens, which is always an adventure.

i had to wake up early today (so hungover)

for an interview for Forever21!

SOOO STOKED.

i hope i got the job, so bad.

full time = MONEYY!

and i can always re-locate to toronto too, if i EVER move, ugh.

today i spent with kerri doing random stuff

so tierd tonight

working 11-6 tomorrow then off to wrongbar

for an epic fail drunken night

i'm off to go watch more episodes of True Blood now

SUCH an addicting show.

cant wait for tomorrow night

and scene fest

especially.

ahhhh

i'm so nervous.

xokellyb!

epic brain cell loss.

^ amazing album, actually, unreal album.

anyways

can't wait for this weekend!!

thursday is kerri's bdayyy!

and then wrongbar saturday

which will be, SUCH a sloppy night

omg.

but soooo good.

sunday night is either dillinger or MMVA after party

or both

who knows

i really just want it to be the weekend of the 26th though

hot flashes and SCENE FEST

probably wont go to hot flashes though..

considering i work one day this week

SCENE fest is wayy more important.

i have a feeling July is going to be an amazing month.

can't wait for ACTUAL summer to begin!

xokellyb!

dirtbag summer : commence.

oh its official!
dirtbag summer has begun.
it shall consist of the following:
cut off jean shorts.
over sized plaid shirts.
over sized tanks (with big-ass armpit holes).
mocs.
keds ( in every colour possible )
flip flops.
bikinis'.
wayfrayers.
a FUCK LOAD of tattoos.
a rad tan.
bleached hair.
tonnes of beer and cigs.
amazing hangouts.
intense partying.
tonnes of toronto trips.
beach.
swimming.
amusement parks/water parks.
movies.
late nights.
cute dates.
cuddling.
kissing.
sex, of course.
shows.
djs.
dancing.
singing.
clothing.
naps/sleeping.
yogging.
booster juice.
eating healthier.
and just a BIG OL' BALL OF DIRTBAG SUMMA!
(most of the things listed above aren't dirtbag, but they go along with it. so chill.)
get stoked.

xokellyb!

agenda for june:

let's fucking get summer started already!

june should be INSANE.

starting with this weekend.

lauras bday.

D&D show in st kitts.

then kerri's bday weekend extravaganza.

dillinger and number 12.

hot flashes.

and SCENE fest.

oh dear lord.

get me rich FAST.

but like, what ever happened to sweet hangs and parties on weeknights?

last summer was epic

and this summer should be the same if not better!

so what's the hold up?

just got home from Nikki's house

it reminded me of last summer so much

ahhhhhhh

come on good weather, good friends, and good times!

xokellyb!

good day. good day.

^^ new anchor tattoo!

got it randomly today with kerri

i was supposed to go to toronto to hang with jesse

but i decided to get a rad tattoo instead

wayyyy better choice

(Y)

hung with slick, lemetal and kerreh for a whileee

cruised around

nice weather

sweet tunes

texting a cute boyyy <3

( whom i can't WAIT to see, in like 3 weeks! :) )

katies bbq/party is tomorrow

kind of bummed me and kerri both work

so we miss the bbq part

and we both work saturday morning

so not a lot of drinking for us!

UGH OF COURSE!

but yeah i work fri, sat AND sun, plus whatever the hell shifts i work next week

good thing though

cause im too poor to party anyways

hopefully next paycheck will be nice and big :)

so i can buy the sandles i want from UP

xokellyb!

xo.

It's two O'Clock and I was sleeping, but I'm not feeling great. I took some pills to help my thinking, but now I'm thinking worse. Well I was hoping that I could see you; if that's not too absurd. Am I in love? or am I dreaming? 'Cause I'm not sensibly just taken by your words; for once I found a cure. I'm sick of staying up late, because you're not here, and I'm not there. No, I'm not afraid to watch you change me, I'm not afraid to watch you change me anymore. You need to know what you're into; I'll tell you I'm a god damn piece of work. So I'll just sit here until you enter my arms - 'Cause that's the simpleness of where I lay my head. I'm a wreck when I'm alone, I'm the boy who lost his home and I'm sensibly just taken by your words; for once I found a cure. I'm sick of staying up late, 'cause you're not here, and I'm not there. No, I'm not afraid to watch you change me. I'm not afraid to watch you change me anymore. I took the key bridge north to your parent's house again. I saw my share of lights from the sky outside the city. I brought you things I loved just to show you that I cared. I found a place to lay inside of the warmth. That's the way that I spent these last few days of writing all these songs. I swear to god that I love you, 'cause I can't explain it.

xokellyb!

damn you sundays!

let the pictures begin! ^^ omg.

hahaha

anywayssss

today i had to miss out on wonderland

to work 12-5 instead

ew, lame?

pretty much.

i only get tuesday and thursday off work this week

so those nights better be epic

ITS JUNE 1st TODAY!

let the dirtbag summer begin.

i kinddd of wish it was the last week of june already though

but i wont wish my time away!

lets partyyyyy

xokellyb!

disco. disco discoo

last night partied at katiesss

chilled, had a few beers with the girlss

it was good times.

todayyy we woke up

and had PITA NUTSY

(best place ever)

we watched wolverine

suchh an epic movie

i hope they make one for every damn character

we built katies patio furniture too

it was so nice outside!

no clue what to do tonight yet

working 12-5 tomorrow

whooo knowsssssss!

xokellyb!

what the fuckkkkkkkk

busy p was UNREALLLLLLL

probably second best to decadence

it was video taped and photographed

ohhh man

already in a video!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-W9bfiWhqg

wish i could tell my 'best friend' about my night

buttttt she doesn't give a shit apparently

and now won't talk to me

for some reason

whatever. overr it.

i'm not going to get bummed over it

tonight should be fun

not going to hot flashes

but bonfires + drinks + slumbers @ vanessa's!

stoked.

anddd i just got paid today

so now i must go tan and shop and buy booze and smokes for tonight!

xokellyb!

exciteddddd!

busy p tonight with kerri!

then tattoo rock thursday

and hot flashes friday

ohhh man this week/weekend should be rad times.

i'm poor though, so no drinking for me

which is just FINE by mee

ugh im up right now SOO early

waiting for the Bell guy to fix my internet

its all crazy like

he said he will be here between 8am and 12pm

like holy fuck! i woke up at 8, its now 10, and he still isnt here

if he shows up at 12 i may kill him.

i just wanna lay in bed all day and cuddle with a cute boy ;)

xokellyb!

BUSY P WHAT THE FUCKKKK

busy p in three days

STOKEDDDDDDDDDD

i will not drink whiskey, promise.

puking + bruises + random makeouts = last night

that's a big F-M-L

hahaha

all whiskeys fault.

hot flashes+youthfest+last night

all whiskey.

gross.

anywayssss the next few weeks should be sickkk

busy p, hot flashes, cute datez

lots of toronto hangs

and amazing weather!

I LOVE SUMMMMERRR

xokellyb!

epic fail.

I've seen you now about the fourth time baby

But you know that I've got nothing to say

Its so charming to look on your face, But your eyes inviting something i just can't do now

I've been around about your hood i'm looking for you Just to shine some light on my day

Feels like ages since I've been out your way

I've been caught up with handful of new sensation

I hear you calling

Calling for me out in the night

But it's all bad And I know that

I've seen you now about the Fifth time baby

But you know that I've got nothing to say

Its so charming to look on your face, But your eyes inviting something i just can't do now

I've been around about your hood i'm looking for you Just to shine some light on my day

Feels like ages since I've been out your way

I've been caught up with handful of new sensation

I hear you calling

Calling for me out in the night

But it's all bad And I know that

xokellyb!

man, i love long weekends.

even though every weekend is a long weekend for me!

last night was super fun.

got really wasted with kerri katie maggie + some others

i love my best friends oh so much.

i can't wait to see the pictures!

today i was so dead, but after sleeping untill 1:30 i felt alright

i went tanning with kendall

and got unlimited tanning for a month

i better get fucking TANNED!

now tonight either drinks at kendall's or off to grimsby with kerri

tomorrow i'm going to toronto with kendall

grabbing money off my dad for clothes

the eatons centre is open

too bad american apparel or urban outfitters isnt though

since those are the only stores i shop at pretty much.

oh well free clothes rule.

tonight should be fun no matter what

OHHH tomorrow night is fireworks at spencer smith

super stoked

i love fireworks.

too bad katie doesnt have her apartment anymore

that was key.

xokellyb!

Party til ya pass out, drink til you're dead. Dance all night til you can't feel your legs!

bravaaaa the beer of da summmaaaaaaa
got wastedddd with katie kerri + band + others last night
played intense games of kings
i believe kellan enjoyed it the most.
hahahaha.
today, woke up to the BEST TEXT EVER.
so so so stoked on life
i worked tonight, it sucked
but then i went to joels to go hang with joel jonnie and sara
they were drinking but i just went to chill for a bit
i work till 6 tomorrow
then partying at katies again!
i hope a lot of people go
and play kings
and have a fuckin raddd time.
now im off to watch the hills and sleep!
K BYE!

xokellyb!

In Party We Trust.

mmmm gaspard <3

bought my busy p ticket today!!

then waiting at union FOREVER for my train

that was delayed

and then was late for work

but whatever

it was worth it!

im stoked on this week

getting my huuurr did tomorrow (hopefully)

then partying this weekend with cute boy

and then katies party saturday

sickkkkkkkkk.

ummm i never really have anything important to write about

xokellyb!

lol @ fridays

last night was REDICULOUS

drinks at chelseas house

intense games of Kings

i wasn't even going to drink a lot

because i worked 11-6 today

but oh how i got hammered

we went to the dickens

and saw like EVERYONE possible

then went to montforts for some kick ass shawarmas

and thennnn died @ katies house

tonight im off to katies to watch movies and chill pretty much

with kerri too of course

I DONT WORK TOMORROW

soooooo stoked

but boo @ having to clean my room

me and kerri are going to toronto to buy our BUSY P tickets

ohhhhhh fuck yeah.

xokellyb!

NO NO NO NOTORIOUSSSSS

Notorious, is probably one of the best movies EVER.

I was a terror since the public school era

Bathroom passes, cuttin classes, squeezing asses

Smoking blunts was a daily routine

Since thirteen, a chubby nigga on the scene

I used to have the tre` duce And the deuce deuce in my bubblegoose

Now i got the mack in my knapsack

Loungin' black, smoking sacks up in acts

And sidekicks with my sidekicks rockin fly kicks

Honeys want to chat

But all we wanna know is "Where the party at?"

And can i bring my gat?

If not, I hope I don't get shot

But i throw my vest on my chest 'Cause niggaz is a mess

It don't take nothin' but frontin'

For me to start somethin'

Buggin' and barkin' at niggaz like i was duck huntin'

Dumbing out, just me and my crew

Cause all we wanna do is...

PARTYYYYY AND BULLSHITTTTT

xokellyb!

ugh @ you!

you have NO right to go behind our backs and talk shit
we are FAR from terrible friends
so, i give up.
i never get anything in return.
i'm GLAD i'm moving to Toronto
and i hope it's ASAP
2 amazing girls, and NEW friends
STOKED.
we went to ikea today, i almost died from being too stoked.
DECORATINGGGGGG!
i just applied to urban outfitters
and i need to go to toronto to hand out hundreds of resumes ASAP too.
i can't stand momma b lately
she actually just woke up, at 12am
and started bitching at me
like seriously?
she is like "what is wrong with you lately, stop being a bitch"
maybe stop bugging me every fucking TWO seconds!
like FUCK.
oh hey mom, i dropped out of school, i got a tattoo on my arm ANDD i'm moving to toronto
LOVE YOU.
hahaha ugh i love ranting, i'm sorry.
anyways, i FINALLY work tomorrow
and then saturday
and then i have no idea
booking an appt with michelle the real estate agent asap to lurk apartments
and then partying untill moving day.
sounds fucking perfect to me!

xokellyb!

p.s. COME TO BUSY P WITH ME MAY 27TH!! IT WILL BE INSANEEEEE!

TORONTO!

just got home from torontooo

had some lunch with ness and kerri

TRIED to exchange my clothes at american apparel

they are retarded.

but anyways

went to ness' friends paul's place

OMG. BEST CONDO EVER.

it's so so nice

and close to downtown

AND not that expensive.

http://www.cityplace.ca/neo/

pretty much want a 2 bedroom

me and ness get the rooms obvies

and get someone else to sleep in the den area

it would be like 530.00 each

HOW AMAZING IS THAT?

i can't wait to figure this shit outtt!!

but anyways

went to kendall's after

she just got home from Florida

i got sweeeet edward candies

and sweeeet malbero lights

:D

xokellyb!

ZOMBAY ZOMBAY!

yesterday was probably the best day everrr

drinking at 2pm

went to see D&D play

got pulled over for not wearing seatbelts (i wasn't driving)

called the officer sexy

hahahaha

somehow, not hungover at all today

was gonna go to the fair

but IT CLOSED TODAY! UGH!

so me kerri katie went to Licks

then watched twilight and laughed uncontrollably at random shit

now im watching gossip girl

going to bed (hopefully)

and shoppin in toronto tomorrow!

they better let me exchange clothes with no tags or receipt..

i'll just say they were presents..

hahah i change my mind about clothes too much

stoked its gonna be nice out tomorrow!

AND I DONT WORK TILL THURSDAY!

yayyyyyyyy

xokellyb!

lawlz @ being 14

haha ^ ew 40's.

last night was random-ish

went to strangelove with vanessa

in the pouring rain

got drunk for free

(by a CREEPPP)

(ramezz?)

it wasn't too exciting though

thursdays there are usually way more packed

but good night none the less.

heard LOTS of stories about a certain someone(s)

way to go (N)

tonight me kerri and katie went to freds party

buttttt we left because we were too sober

and bored

mehhh

tomorrow is youthfest

im gonna feel 14 years old again

drinking and then going with katie kerri and sinead

just for D&D at 5pm though

it better be nice outside.

but it never is for youthfest.

i wish i was moving to toronto already. jeeze!

k bye!

xokellyb!

money money money moneyyyyyy

so yesterday slick rick (katie's dad) informed me minimum wage is now 9.50

which i am most deffinatly NOT being paid

so now i get to go yell at my manager and payroll person today at work

AWESOME.

well, at least my next paycheck will be BIG.

i need a new job anyways..

i really want to work at a bar in like hamilton or toronto for the summer

depends on where i live.

not really sure..

i dont want to miss the sunshine during the days

or miss the partying at night

and i needdddd full time work

ugh so hard to choose!

i wish i had money tonight so i could go party at strangelove

i miss that place

well, just partying with new people in general.

tomorrow me and kerri might stop by fred's party

but i doubt it, because i want to drink.

saturday is youthfest, partying again

AND i have a SUNDAY OFF WORK!

how stoked am i?

VERY STOKED!

but then i work saturday anddd sunday next weekend

but pretty much have the whole week off minus thursday

of course..

i wish hot flashes was every weekend

promise myself i will never get as drunk as i did last time

yikes.

my fault.

anyways, today was boring, off to work

then HOPEFULLY strangelove

but if not smokes @ katie's

k bye!

xokellyb!

We Are Rockstars

You're all rock stars now in a network town

theres no place to go, to be on your own

making friends and foes

watch the network grow, Will you find a time when you're not online

standing all alone, Where's your real friends now?

you have let them down. you're a download pal.

Yeah, You're all rock stars now in a network town

theres no place to go, to be on your own

making friends and foes

watch the network grow, Will you find a time when you're not online

standing all alone, Where's your real friends now?

you have let them down you're a download pal

xokellyb!

is it saturday yet?

youthfestttttttt

drinks + (hopefully) good weather + old friends + music + cute boys = UHmazing.

today was suchhhhh a nice day

it better repeat saturday

maybeee i should have an after party?

defs.

xokellyb!

FIREBALL!

soo last night was my party

the power WOULD go out right before

and stay off

untill everyone left, THEN comes back on

OF COURSE!

whatever, it was fun

didn't get too drunk.

saw all the bros, got stoked.

i wish he came over last night

so i could ACTUALLY hangout with him

without being a drunk retard

i was gonna go to srtl tonight to see him

buttt i'm too poor.

of course.

BUT went to the faiirrrr with kerri ness matt vic

good times

the fireball pwned my life

and the haunted house will give me nightmares, no joke.

hahahahaha

now kerri maggie ness matt vic dayn and josh are going laser tagging

SO JELOUS

i work monday-thursday

no life this week

the weekend better be epic as fuckkk

i think thats all.

xokellyb!

OMG.

NEVER again will i drink a mickey of whiskey

BEFORE going to a bar and drinking more

omg.

i don't even know what i did, but i know it probably wasn't good.

FML FML FML

and i left my jacket there

but got kicked out for being too drunk

AWESOME.

covered in bruises and scrapes

and now i get to repeat it all tonight

at my house

maybe.

ew.

i probably made a fool of myself in front of him

like last time i saw him too

grossssssssssssssssss

xokellyb!

toronto, here i come! ;)

SO, i'm moving to Toronto august 1st, STOKED!?

jeff had one of his friends drop out of living with him

so i'm taking it! i'll know by monday for sure

i've known jeff for 6ish years, were good friends

so it should be SWEET times

the house is amazing too

such a huge backyard!

AND

right near jake and evan's place too!

this summer will be sooo epic.

CAN'T WAIT!

i just need to pay my first months rent asap

which will mean giving my dad a call

since i'm poor

not for long though

after i get a ballin' full time job at AA, of course.

YAY!

anddd FINALLY hot flashes is tomorrow

katie is too sick to come

she always saves me from making a fool of myself

(like at decadence, when she wasn't there)

she is my momma lemasters

so well see how things go..

haha ohhh fuck, it's gonna be a good night.

i WISH i could sleep so it would come sooner

but no, im noctournal now, AWESOME.

that's all.

xokellyb!

bewwwstaaarrr juiiice

today was fun

pretty much went everywhere possible

but actually.

now im home and bored

like usual

i wish i was at sneaky dee's right now

no one will drive me

fml.

i just want it to be this weekend.

nice weather + cute boy + partying + friends = epic weekend.

stokedddddddd

xokellyb!

DUBZ STOKED

I am SOOO stoked for the next two weekends

hot flashes friday, and im SO having a party on saturday

in my backyard, 20 degrees and sunny, oh fuck yeah.

then next weekend youthfest and party in grimsby!

eeeeeeeeeee.

I can't WAIT till thursday when the weather gets nice

so going to the beachhh!

sexy new bikini's from aa ;)

anddd i gotta move out ASAP

like really... i need a roomate

find me one.

and let's move somewhere sweet.

it needs to be done before summer.

i wish i was rich

i need new summer clothes asap

new apartment

and a car

it could happen...

xokellyb!

happy doobie dayyy!

soooo today was 420, duh.

laura wakes me up, we go to the reserve to buy some smokes

and smoke a doob

and i got really high.

hahaha

then went to licks with kerri

(BEST EVER)

and thenn

went to the movies with kerri dayn matt fred kendall dave and uhh some other guy

crank 2 ruled.

but really.

so do cute boys.

;)

good day!

minus the rain, ewie.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOT FLASHES

i'm getting so out of control, so stoked.

k goodnight, family guy time.

xokellyb!

you would!

Remember when, I caught your eye, You gave me rainbows, and butterflies, We did enjoy, a happiness, When our love was over, I was such a mess, I smiled at you, and you smiled back, That's when I knew, there's no turning back, You said you loved me, and I did too, Although it's over, I still love you. You're in my mind, you're in my heart, I wish I knew, right from the start, All my friends say, you'd break my heart, A heartbreaker, right from the start. I tried to fight it, I tried so hard, And everyday I'd pray to God, That you and me, were meant to be, But you had another, you had a lover, And now it's gone, I don't know why, I feel like crying, just wanna die, I can't look at you, and you know why, Know I tried so hard, to catch your eye. You're in my mind, you're in my heart, I wish I knew, right from the start, All my friends say, you'd break my heart, A heartbreaker, right from the start.

p.s. i forgot how dreamy ryan gosling is.

goodnightttt!

xokellyb!

p.p.s happy 420 lawlz.

FML

but actually.

all i have to say.

bye.

xokellyb!

ohh what to do..

pretty much terrified of the month of may

i have to 1. tell my mom i dropped out of school

and 2. show her the tattoo on my arm

which means im instantly kicked out

guess i'm moving to toronto sooner than i thought!

all i need now is a rad room mate ;)

i have to tell my dad i'm not going back to school too

he will SHIT!

ohh fml

whatever, deal with ittt.

besides that, so so stoked on the nice weather!

cut off jean shorts + lots of partying + beach = GOOD TIMES

i wish it was last summer all over again.

me and kerri should just get famous already so i won't have to worry about anything anymore

;)

that's all for now!

kbye.

xokellyb!

1, 2 whoop whoop!

oh my god.

too many bars and too much drinking has gone on since last thursday(decadence)
easter sunday, then on tuesday then

went to absinthe lounge (the new one in hess) last night with katie and lindsay

got too many free drinks

drunkkkk

ughh.

but now everything seems to be falling into place and going back to normal

hopefully there won't be anymore lame drama going on anything soon.

the nice weather just makes me so stoked on lifeeeee

i work tonight, but not with brittney anymore

BUMMED

now i have to listen to my annoying as fuck manager for my extremely lame 3 hour shift

i wonder what's going on tonight?

nothing involving booze, THAT'S FOR SURE.

is it bad i miss hanging in grimsby?

weird.

kbye.

xokellyb!

OMGITM!

Oh! my god it's techno music!

I NEED one of these shirts

68 bucks including shipping, UGH!

me and kerri are totally bustin' out our keyboards

and our mad skillz

and becoming DJs

NO JOKE

it's gonna happen

and were gonna fuckin' RULE THE WORLD

but not as much as them...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OqyeRWml0k&feature=related

working tonight with Brittney

getting stoked on the weekend.

1, 2 whoop whoop

xokellyb!

I'm Back!

newww blogspot!

some creep was lurkin' my old one, not down.
but anyways, i'm back to rant about stupid shit everyday so get stoked

but not untill tomorrow.

i'm going to go listen to more fist of god now.

GOODNIGHT!

xokellyb!